I'm terribly afraid I'll make the wrong decision and I'll be alone, and I don't think I can handle that. It might be the end of me. Because if I'm alone there isn't any me at all. I'm really afraid there will be no one there to help me when I need it, which I will. But mostly... I'm just afraid to be alone.
i am afraid i will never be able to forget
the people i have been trying so hard to erase from my memory