postfear: after the release of fear

2008-01-16T22:09:00.000-07:00

If I can stop being so afraid of everything

Maybe waiting will stop seeming so uncertain

2007-12-04T09:03:00.000-07:00

The model...and the guy who can get any girl...

Guess you guys really do belong together. But I'm scared because I think I care.

2007-12-04T08:40:00.000-07:00

Im terrified that because you do those things,

You will have no friends, no health, no life...literally

2007-11-23T08:14:00.000-07:00

we used to be here...

now we are here... And i'm terrified that's where we are going to stay.

2007-09-18T22:07:00.001-06:00

I'm terribly afraid I'll make the wrong decision and I'll be alone, and I don't think I can handle that. It might be the end of me. Because if I'm alone there isn't any me at all. I'm really afraid there will be no one there to help me when I need it, which I will. But mostly... I'm just afraid to be alone.

2007-09-18T16:59:00.000-06:00

I'm afraid that I will never find you.

2007-08-03T22:32:00.000-06:00

i am afraid i will never be able to forget

the people i have been trying so hard to erase from my memory

2007-08-03T21:54:00.000-06:00

If I weren't so confoundedly angry about the present,

and fearful of the future,

I would stop being such a jerk to everyone

and let them try to HELP ME...

2007-06-13T16:12:00.000-06:00

2007-06-10T23:49:00.000-06:00

I'm scared as to who's heard what.

Who's been told lies.

Who's telling lies.

2007-06-10T23:47:00.000-06:00

I'm so scared that if we get to that point. . .

You'll end up breaking my heart.

2007-06-10T23:44:00.000-06:00

i'm terrified...

because I've never fallen for someone as fast as I have for you.

2007-06-10T23:40:00.000-06:00

This is where we are...

This is where I want to be...

2007-02-11T23:48:00.000-07:00

I'm afraid I'll never get over this. I'm afraid that I'm not strong enough. I'm afraid this will over take me and in the end..I'll be alone.

2007-02-11T15:13:00.000-07:00

whenever any guy I like likes me back, he gets all weird... I'm afraid I'll always be too scared to fall in love

2007-02-06T21:28:00.000-07:00

2007-02-06T21:22:00.000-07:00

My biggest fear is losing you three.

But i also fear that when you get to college, you will be getting naked with someone else.

2007-02-06T21:18:00.000-07:00

I told your best friend today about what you did almost a year ago, and how much it affected me.

I asked for them to keep it confidential, but I know they didn't

And now I have to tell them the whole story tomorrow, and you're going to be there

I hope you lose your job, you deserve it

You have scarred me for life....

2007-01-21T18:48:00.001-07:00

I fear the only thing left for me to do in life... Is to die.

2007-01-21T18:47:00.000-07:00

i know he doesn't like me. but everyime i hear his friend telling him to ask 'her' out i wish it was me even though i know who it really is. i want him to be happy but... i get scared everytime i know i have to face them being in the same room together

2007-01-15T09:26:00.000-07:00

"It's better to lose your pride to the one you love; than lose the one you love because of pride."

He says he wants me; he doesn't want a relationship; yet he ACTS like he does.

I don't want to have to wait around forever for him to make his mind up.

But this happens so rarely I don't wanna mess up the chance.

2007-01-15T09:21:00.000-07:00

We went too fast I don't want this to end, but it has to. I'm scared you don't think the same I'm scared in case you do But I fear the most that I have got this all wrong... Why can't we just talk?

2007-01-01T18:56:00.000-07:00

I'm afraid you will never see me for the person I really am. And I'm afraid that's my fault.

2007-01-01T18:51:00.000-07:00

I'm afraid that this year might be as bad as last year was.

2006-12-20T16:49:00.000-07:00

2006-12-20T13:00:00.000-07:00

are you still afraid? cause everything your afraid of, just happened.

and now I'm forced to say goodbye.

2006-12-20T11:51:00.000-07:00

i like you so much, but its like i'm spinning too fast and i'm afraid i'll fall.

2006-12-20T10:10:00.001-07:00

Alone, hurt, abandoned, cheated....all terrify me....but what scares me the most is that i like you....because i don't know how you feel.

2006-12-20T10:08:00.000-07:00

We're drifting farther, and farther away.

That terrifies me....because I think I might like you.

2006-12-16T16:18:00.000-07:00

2006-12-15T17:10:00.000-07:00

2006-12-09T00:23:00.000-07:00

I'm afraid you no longer love Jehovah

and in effect

no longer love me.

2006-12-07T00:15:00.000-07:00

i care far too much

i am not sure why

but i know that i am too scared to find it out.

2006-12-07T00:10:00.000-07:00

I am terrified

of what this means for me and you.

2006-11-28T18:26:00.000-07:00

If i weren't so afraid that you would forget me forever,

this would be so much easier.

2006-11-07T21:50:00.000-07:00

its over.

if i had the guts i would tell you and move on.

2006-11-07T14:55:00.000-07:00

follow up on this post I did, i told you everything you know my secret now, I guess i thought once you knew my wound you would fix it, save me , be my knight in shining armour, but then I realized...you cant help me, you cant save me. Only I can do that.

2006-11-06T22:12:00.000-07:00

i miss you...

i just realized it, and i want to tell you...

but i'm afraid you don't want to hear it.

that just kills me.

2006-11-06T21:40:00.000-07:00

If I wasn’t afraid I would throw my life away, just for the chance that I might get to spend it with you.

And yet, I know that you deserve better than me, and I deserve what I have done to myself.

2006-11-05T00:23:00.000-07:00

if i weren't terrified of losing all the memories i've carried with me for so long...

i would call you up tomorrow, just to find out what would happen between us now, after all these years have passed with us apart.

2006-11-02T00:48:00.000-07:00

I would tell you how I really feel, if i weren't so scared I'd lose you forever

2006-10-16T08:08:00.000-06:00

If i weren't so afraid of the approaching time, I would try to understand your feelings

2006-10-16T08:05:00.000-06:00

If I weren't so afraid of the details of the past, i wouldn't block those of the new

2006-10-16T08:01:00.000-06:00

If I weren't so afraid of rejection, I would try harder.

2006-10-10T21:04:00.000-06:00

If I Wasn’t Afraid

I Would Leave This Place…

2006-10-02T13:30:00.000-06:00

if i weren't so afraid

i wouldn't try so hard

2006-10-02T13:27:00.000-06:00

If I weren't so afraid

I would stop telling myself that you're gone....and actually believe it

2006-09-26T08:14:00.000-06:00

if i weren't afraid, i would let you help me.

2006-09-26T08:10:00.000-06:00

...i wish we could stay like this forever...

(but i'm too scared to let it happen)

2006-09-26T08:05:00.000-06:00

if i wasn't afraid, i would imagine again

2006-09-26T08:00:00.000-06:00

If I weren't so afraid....I'd tell you everything....and I mean everything.

2006-09-25T22:07:00.000-06:00

i am afraid

that we have all forgotten how

to love

2006-09-23T18:17:00.000-06:00

if i wasn't afraid

i would tell her how much i miss her

2006-09-22T19:21:00.000-06:00

If i wasn't afraid...

i would ask what is really bothering her

2006-09-21T00:29:00.000-06:00

i'm too afraid to tell you, but...

forgive me?

2006-09-21T00:17:00.000-06:00

i'm afraid i don't know how to let go.

(i'm pretty sure it's true...)

2006-09-20T23:34:00.000-06:00

snakes, spiders, rats, and mice don't scare me, but...

i am terrified of crickets!!!!!!

2006-09-20T23:10:00.000-06:00

If I wasn't afraid....

There is no doubt, I would ask her out.

2006-09-19T22:58:00.000-06:00

if i wasnt afraid...

i would stop making you hate me

2006-09-19T22:34:00.000-06:00

I am too afraid to stand up for my 14yr old inner child.

Some day, this will change.

2006-08-09T23:32:00.000-06:00

fear is but a stumbling block holding you back from life

2006-08-06T18:35:00.000-06:00

If I wasn't afraid...

I would remove her mask...

2006-08-02T23:26:00.000-06:00

If I wasn't afraid...

I wouldn't run...